To do list update

1. Quit smoking
2. Study business economics
3. Buy some gifts
4. Learn the lyrics of James Blunt's new album
5. Try being happy
6. Look somewhere else


I'm working on #1 and #2! I'm smoking a little bit less than I used to, and I started studying economics. #3 can wait, I have no time to go shopping (though I'd love to). #4 is kind of pointless..maybe I should take it out. #5 and #6...well, let's just forget them.

PS: Song in the Ipod: Amsterdam by Isabelle Boulay (I'm soo èlègant et super! ahah)

Maybe I should have found something better to say

Song on the Ipod: Same mistake by James Blunt


I've spent the last 15 minutes staring at the screen trying to think about something worth writing, and I miserably failed. So I'll probably just go on whining and saying nothing at all for a while. As you may have understood, I'm not in a good mood today (just like many other days before this) and the reason is...I don't know. I just never seem to learn by my mistakes, I always make the wrong choice...fuck it. This post is so emo! ahahah..Anyway, I'm starting to think that I've always looked for happiness in the wrong places (living in fucking Italy certeanly doesn't help) or in the wrong people...maybe I should change that.





I should probably add that to my to list.

Things I have to do before Xmas

1. Quit smoking
2. Study business economics
3. Buy some gifts
4. Learn the lyrics of James Blunt's new album
5. Try being happy.

Thanks to LittleMissTBA for inspiring this one ;)

updating

Hey everyone, haven't been updating in a while. I actually didn't have time for the net! The last days have been quite messy, cause of the university and everything else. By the way, I survived my exam and I think I did it pretty well :). Well, right now I gotta update with the world (Perez Hilton is the first step xD) byeee

Smiling with tears in my eyes

Will you stay with me?
Will you be my love?
Among the fields of barley...
You can tell the sun and his jealous sky
When we've walked in the fields of gold..
I've never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But now I swear in the days still left
We will walk in the fields of gold...
We'll walk in the fields of golds....

Random News

Remember these little men up here? Their name is Munchkins, and they live in Oz.
Well now, Munchkins have their own star on the Hollywood Boulevard.
As I said, very very random.

INFOS about me! and you probably don't give a f*ck! :)

So, as I said before I had to say something about myself. And I found this crap on the net, 100 questions to know someone. Well, here it goes.

Part 1: The Basics
1. What is your full name?
I'm not gonna tell you
2. Where and when were you born?
24/10/1988 Italy
3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
WHAT??
4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
Brother.
5. Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
In Italy with my family. It sucks. The place, not my family.
6. What is your occupation?
Student in college
7. Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.
Umm..Height: 1,78 m, weight: 58kilos, race: White Caucasian, Hair And Eyes: Hazel, Style of Dress: i don't know, I'm stylish (xD), I don't have any tattoo, a little scar near my right eye.
8. To which social class do you belong?
Um, middle class? I guess, I don't really know.
9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
Random allergies. you know, dust and stuff..
10. Are you right- or left-handed?
Right
11. What does your voice sound like?
Hotness (auhaahauh)
12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
YOU
13. What do you have in your pockets?
Right now? nothing
14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
Not really..

Part 2: Growing Up

15. How would you describe your childhood in general?
Happy
16. What is your earliest memory?
In a street with my mom and aunt..nothing special
17. How much schooling have you had?
Well, I'm in college
18. Did you enjoy school?
Actually, yeah
19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
In school and with my parents
20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.
No, I was a pain in the ass
21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
Well
22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
Animal Doctor
23. As a child, what were your favorite activities?
Drawing, singing, playing with lego
24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
um...
25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
I didn't have a lot of friends...I was kind of a loser..
26. When and with whom was your first kiss?
13 y.o. a girl I used to go to school with
27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
No i'm not. 15 y.o.
28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
I'm a special being.

Part 3: Past Influences

29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
I don't know
30. Who has had the most influence on you?
My parents I guess
31. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Trying not to fall apart every day
32. What is your greatest regret?
Falling apart a lot
33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
There are lots of things, when I was 14-15y.o. I was very bitchy
34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
Nope.
35. When was the time you were the most frightened?
16 y.o. I thought I couldn't make it anymore.
36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
Having a nurse helping me poo xD
37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
I would change my own behaviour cause it only brought me misery
38. What is your best memory?
I have many happy memories
39. What is your worst memory?
I have many bad memories

Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions

40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
Pessimistic
41. What is your greatest fear?
Getting old
42. What are your religious views?
I'm Agnostic
43. What are your political views?
I believe in freedom of any kind
44. What are your views on sex?
Everybody should try anything.
45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
It's never accetable
46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
Leaving half of the world in poverty and hunger.
47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
If it exists, I still haven't found it.
48. What do you believe makes a successful life?
Reaching your goals.
49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
I am deeply honest
50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
Not really.
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
Wearing a fur.
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
My soulmate?

Part 5: Relationships With Others

53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
I'm Scorpio, so I'm kinda bitchy, but only with people I don't care about
54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
My best friend and my family.
55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
See above
56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
I have many friends, I have a best friend.
57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
No I don't
58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
I did, problem is, that person wasn't in love with me.
59. What do you look for in a potential lover?
Intelligence, Beauty, Sarcasm, Open Mind.
60. How close are you to your family?
Very close
61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?
No! I'm 19!
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
My best friend
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
See above
64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
I hope someone
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
Most of the italian population.
66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
I argue if I have to.
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
At times
68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
Yes I do
69. Do you care what others think of you?
Yeah I care...actually it depends on who are the others

Part 6: Likes And Dislikes

70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
Reading, Drawing, Singing, playing ps2
71. What is your most treasured possession?
I have no most treasured possession
72. What is your favorite color?
Black
73. What is your favorite food?
Lasagne
74. What, if anything, do you like to read?
I read a looooot. Books mostly. But also comics
75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
Movies, music, art etc.
76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?
I smoke, I drink but I don't use drugs. I want to quit smoking.
77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
Going out with my friends
78. What makes you laugh?
Stupid things xD
79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
Ignorance and prejudice
80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
Watch a movie or read a book
81. How do you deal with stress?
....Next?
82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
ummm, both of them
83. What are your pets?
I have two cats!

Part 7: Self Images And Etc.

84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
College, Studying, Enjoying some freedom, sleeping.
85. What is your greatest strength as a person?
Irony
86. What is your greatest weakness?
I think a lot.
87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
some physical things.
88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
extroverted
89. Are you generally organized or messy?
messy!
90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
GOOD: 1) Speaking 2)Entertain 3)Bitch--- BAD: 1) Doing sports 2) Helping people 3)Faking
91. Do you like yourself?
I usually do
92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)
what? I'm not an adventurer! This is totally random!
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
Leave this place
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Traveling the world.
95. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
In my sleep
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
1) Tell someone what I should have told time ago 2)Write letters to anyone that matters 3)Leave this place
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
My personality?
98. What three words best describe your personality?
Smart, Interesting, Bitchy
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Bitchy, Bitchy, Bitchy
100. If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...)
I don't understand.

Messy Messy Post :)

Very quick post today, I can't stay long enough to write something that makes a little bit of sense (eheh). Gotta study hard, Saturday's the big day. Exam! (Me Scared).
Earlier I realised I haven't really talked about me yet, so I guess I'll do it one of these days, so you will notice how cool I am. ahah, I'm kidding, i'm kidding. Ok, that's all. This post sucks!
See ya Laaaater!

Home Issues

Ok, kind of in a bad mood today, I'm stressed, I'm tired and most of all, frustrated. Wonder why? You probably don't but I'm here to write about me so, here I go. First things first, I don't understand narrow-minded people. I don't understand how a person can think that his own culture is the best without testing the other ones, I don't understand how someone can think that the place he/she lives in is better than anything else, without ever seeing the world. I don't feel like I'm from one place only, I feel global, I feel like a child of the world. Maybe it's stupid, maybe it's random, whatever. How can you possibly consider being different (or better) than another person, just because that person does not have your same background? How is it possible? I'm as human as anyone else, I'm as imperfect as anyone else. People live where they live, they (often) don't choose it (raises hand), but they are human. America, Europe, Africa, Asia, Oceania, WHO CARES. I want to see the world, I want to meet people, I want to learn, and maybe teach something. But people just can't understand this.Point of this mess is, I live in Italy, it sucks, I hate this place, Take me away.

New Blog

Hi everyone, this is my new blog. You probably don't care, but here I am, new style, new me. In fact, real life today was starting to piss me off, so i felt the need of creating a new persona on the net, a new me. Not that I don't like the real me! Anyway, this is my blog, it's simple, it's true, it's not so stylish but whatever. I like it, I like the new do. Sooooo, well, I should probably write something that could catch your attention, but I guess it's soon for that. We have time! eheh...I can only promise you one little thing: I'll NEVER use U as a word.
Bye Bye