.

I stand firm for our soil
lick a rock on foil
Say reduce me, seduce me,
Dress me up in Stssy.
Hell is round the corner where I shelter.
Ism's and schisms, we're living helter skelter
If you believe and deceive common sense says shouldn't receive
Let me take you down the corridors of my life.
And when you walk, do you walk to your preference?
No need to answer till I take furthur evidence.
I seem to need a reference to get residence.
A reference to your preference to say,
I'm a good neighbor, I trudge,
So judge me for labour,
live version of the song. The bond on me ensures [lobotomy] my good behavior
The constant struggle [strum] ensures my insanity.
Passing the ignorance ensures the struggle for my family
We're hungry beware of our appetite.
Distant drums bring the news of a kill tonight.
The kill which I share with my passengers.
We take our fill, take our fill, take our fill.

I stand firm for our soil
lick a rock on foil
Say reduce me, seduce me,
Dress me up in Stssy.
Confused by different memories,
Details of Asian remedies
Conversations, of what's become of enemies.
My brain thinks bomb-like,
So I listen he's a calm type.
And as I grow, I grow collective.
Before the move sit on the perspective.
Mr. Quaye lay in the crevice. [Distant cradle in the crevice]
And watches from the precipice.
Empirial passage.
Heat from the sun somedays slowly passes,
Until then, you have to live with yourself
Until then, you have to live with yourself

solutions and obsessions

i'm going on with univ. I'll finish it and in 3 years i'll be very far from here. I hope. In the meantime, I'm going to enjoy the second series of Skins. I love that show. I think it could be my fav show ever..

After the long silence

Sorry I didn't post anything in the last few days, I've been studying for an exam. I should probably tell you about the places I've seen a couple of weeks ago, but I'm not going to. Cause once again i'm going to complain about my situation. I'm thinking about dropping out of college. As you know, I'm studying Economics. Well, what you don't know is that i never in my life gave a fuck about economics. My first choice was International Literature (I don't know the name you use for it) but I thought, what the hell, what am i gonna do after that? I mean, you don't have a lot of work after you've studied literature for 5 years. So I forgot about that, and thought about Architecture (spelling?) but then again, too hard for me, and I've never even wanted to do that. So I thought, what should I do? And checked all my possible choices. Well, THEN I chose Economics. I thought, It could give me a nice work, I could earn some money and live a nice, safe life. I started, and I was happy about my choice, it could work, i could do it, it wasn't too hard, and it would grant me a job. Well, now I think, WHATEVER. I don't wanna be one of those business men who don't have a personal life and are all about work work work in their company. I don't give a fuck about being rich, or anything. I want to be happy. And studying Economics does not (and will not) make me happy. The only reason I'm still in this fucking place is that I have to study to get a job, to be eventually able to live on my own. Well, you know what? I don't care. I want to leave this place cause I know I'll never be happy here. And if I don't do anything know, when should I? I should wait till I finish college? That would mean 5 years. 5 fucking years. I can't bear that, I just can't.

So I'm trying to understand how things work in England. I mean, is a diploma enough? Or you must have a degree? I have my diploma, I have the will to change and do something. So what should I do? I don't know. And I'm posting this so you can help me with some answers and opinions. Please tell me anything, even the smallest thing, cause I can't do it alone.

I'm back and ready to rock

Hellooo dear readers, this morning I have returned home from my nice little trip! I actually visited more places than I expected, and i'm happy about it. I went to Milan, Bergamo, Frankfurt, Trier, Nancy, Metz, Luxemburg (spelling?) and two other german cities but I don't remember their names. It's been very nice, beautiful places, beautiful people, beautiful shops (eheh). I'll tell you more about this as soon as I have some time.
Byebye
Drew

VJJ Required

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Happy Go Lucky Mathematician. Where You Lived: Turkey. How You Died: In Childbirth.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

Ummmm...yeah...I only lack a vagina.

Uncle Sam, Marianne, Pretzels and Caesar.

Wow, I am so cosmopolitan. I'll explain the weird title very briefly. Uncle Sam asked me to update the blog (you know who you are...lol) and I'm doing it because I'm a very nice person (I wish). So, the reason why I haven't been updating in a while is university. I'm studying very very very hard and I don't really have time for this blog. Though, I have some good news! I'm going to France! and Germany! This saturday I'm going to Milan, then Frankfurt, then Nancy and then Metz (the last two are in France). So it's gonna be really cool, I can't wait. I'll take lots and lots of photos so you'll be able to see those places. You see, this is the best part of being living in Europe. You can go wherever you want to in 0 seconds! It's so cool. Well, I'm gonna go now!
bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye! (Thanks Charlieissocoollike for that)

Gossip Boy

I'm getting addicted to Gossip Girl. It's probably dangerous for my health.

Ps: I was thinking about doing some "ask the english girl" thing, it would be "ask the italian boy" for obvious reasons..what do you think? (If you have questions about it, you post them in the comments) ;)

xoxo
(ahahahah)

WTF??

So, New Year's Eve was on Monday
And I stayed up til Tuesday
I slept on Wednesday
I got out on Wednesday night
I slept on Thursday (morning)
I studied on Thursday (evening)
I woke up this morning

My cognition of time is kind of fucked up.

I never thought I would say that

but I'm happy. :)



"And I think to myself...what a wonderful world..."

What the hell

I can't find any site with pictures I can post here for the 50000 thing..I want Zara, H&M and stuff like that...And I can't find them..sigh..
I'm probably not gonna post tomorrow, so Happy new year to everyone!!

Pics for you & Thursday Thirteen

So I thought I would post some random pictures today..It doesn't make much sense, but here we go!


My cats, Sally and Katrina, maybe one year ago..Katrina is much bigger now..and fatter..


Me playing hot some years ago..maybe two..I had a weird face..and weird hair...this pic sucks


My beautiful mom and my niece


Me being very very drunk with a friend xD


Tigger!!!!!

Aaaaand, my Thursday Thirteen! (Thanks Kim for the idea!)

Thirteen Things I Have Done This Year 1.    Been to Prague 2.    Found new (and better) friends 3.    Graduated! 4.    Started my University career 5.    Given up things I should have given up years ago 6.    Stopped writing poems (thank god) 7.    Stopped listening to gothic metal (yuck) 8.    Read 47 books 9.    Created this blog! 10.  Started smoking (fuck it..) 11.  Loved  12.  Cried 13.  Changed

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Post-Christmas blogging

Thank god, it's over.
Now I can get back to my usual blogging (rambling) and you can be pleased reading my words...oh oh oh..kidding.
Ok I'm eating some Russian Salad (which I'm not very sure it's called like that in the US) and drinking Coke...and my diet is hating me xD. I just finished reading a great book, "The Road" by Cormac Mcarthy. The book is great, now one of my fav. You really need to read it.
What else? Oh yeah, I've seen this cool post on Paperlilies' page: "What would you buy with 50000$ (just stuff you wear)". I'm probably gonna do that too on this blog..I wanna have fun (at least virtual fun) buying stuff.
See you later!

My Merry Christmas

The happy happy evening

Ok, I'm getting ready for the situation.

Aunt: "Hey Drew, how are you?"
Me: "I'm fine thanks" (which is not true)
Aunt: "Oh, that's good"
Me: "Yeah.."

-LATER

All: "Let's check out the gifts!"
Me: "Yeah, I'm so happy to be here faking the fucking smiles!"

Oops, sorry, that is how it really SHOULD go, let's get back to reality:

All: "Let's check out the gifts!"
Me: "Yay! I Looove Christmas!"

Fucking fucking Xmas Eve

The Sad Boy, The Disco and The Gray Eyes

Why the hell does everybody love Christmas time? It's cold, you've got to spend lots of money to buy gifts that will probably not be liked. And all the cute couples keep on smiling and laughing and loving. And you're alone, cold and most probably wasted, and you have to fake a smile just so you don't spoil the party to everyone else. Christmas sucks.

when you lose something you can't replace

(when you love someone but it goes to waste)

I fixed my computer, I had to format and lose everything i had on it. fuckerin' fuck fuck fuck. Well, I'm back though, it needed less time than I thought. Anyway, today is a bad day. very very bad. and tonight i'm so gonna get drunk. That helps when you feel like total shit. I have nothing to lose anyway.
Very emo post for you today.
Whatever.

3...2...1...CRASH

My computer doesn't work at the moment, I'll try to fix it as soon as i can..I'm sorry, my readers (you are probably only 2 at the moment, sigh) I'm not gonna be able to post daily (I think).
You'll hear from me sooner or later
Bye bye!

If you follow any kind of religion, pray for my pc!

On the 6th day of Christmas

My true love gave to me...Six geese a-laying, fiiiiive goldeeen riiiings!
What the hell does it mean anyway? Why is it always birds? I wouldn't like to receive a bird for xmas (no pun intended)! Anyway, I'm thinking about my wishlist, and I can't really find anything..I guess I'll have to go with books and books (I have nothing to read right now, I've already read all the books I own..). BUT. There's a but. I've seen a sweater. That must be mine. I'm going to buy it soon..Celio always makes me happy..eheh (shallow mode on).
Well, gotta go spend my money in useless ways, see you later!

EDIT: I've found the meaning of the 12 days of Christmas..It's something religious...I don't like the song anymore.

Fortune Cookies!!

ahah, I love it! If you scroll down the page you'll see a fortune cookie on the right side, under the music player. Click on it, and it will give you a message. This is so lame, but I love it! Check out google gadgets, they're very cool. This is the second post today, not good for my Zen equilibrium..anyway, Chinese food kicks ass.



(I was kidding about the equilibrium thing)

Remember my to do list?

1. Quit smoking
2. Study business economics (DONE) (I guess)
3. Buy some gifts (DONE)
4. Try being happy
5. Look somewhere else (DONE)

#1 is harder than I expected. Anyway, yesterday I found the results of my exam online and, well, I passed it, but I have to do 2 chapters again, in a new exam. It's a good result anyway...I bought the gifts for Xmas. Now I have to do #1. I must quit. I FREAKIN' MUST.