What the hell

I can't find any site with pictures I can post here for the 50000 thing..I want Zara, H&M and stuff like that...And I can't find them..sigh..
I'm probably not gonna post tomorrow, so Happy new year to everyone!!

Pics for you & Thursday Thirteen

So I thought I would post some random pictures today..It doesn't make much sense, but here we go!


My cats, Sally and Katrina, maybe one year ago..Katrina is much bigger now..and fatter..


Me playing hot some years ago..maybe two..I had a weird face..and weird hair...this pic sucks


My beautiful mom and my niece


Me being very very drunk with a friend xD


Tigger!!!!!

Aaaaand, my Thursday Thirteen! (Thanks Kim for the idea!)

Thirteen Things I Have Done This Year 1.    Been to Prague 2.    Found new (and better) friends 3.    Graduated! 4.    Started my University career 5.    Given up things I should have given up years ago 6.    Stopped writing poems (thank god) 7.    Stopped listening to gothic metal (yuck) 8.    Read 47 books 9.    Created this blog! 10.  Started smoking (fuck it..) 11.  Loved  12.  Cried 13.  Changed

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Post-Christmas blogging

Thank god, it's over.
Now I can get back to my usual blogging (rambling) and you can be pleased reading my words...oh oh oh..kidding.
Ok I'm eating some Russian Salad (which I'm not very sure it's called like that in the US) and drinking Coke...and my diet is hating me xD. I just finished reading a great book, "The Road" by Cormac Mcarthy. The book is great, now one of my fav. You really need to read it.
What else? Oh yeah, I've seen this cool post on Paperlilies' page: "What would you buy with 50000$ (just stuff you wear)". I'm probably gonna do that too on this blog..I wanna have fun (at least virtual fun) buying stuff.
See you later!

My Merry Christmas

The happy happy evening

Ok, I'm getting ready for the situation.

Aunt: "Hey Drew, how are you?"
Me: "I'm fine thanks" (which is not true)
Aunt: "Oh, that's good"
Me: "Yeah.."

-LATER

All: "Let's check out the gifts!"
Me: "Yeah, I'm so happy to be here faking the fucking smiles!"

Oops, sorry, that is how it really SHOULD go, let's get back to reality:

All: "Let's check out the gifts!"
Me: "Yay! I Looove Christmas!"

Fucking fucking Xmas Eve

The Sad Boy, The Disco and The Gray Eyes

Why the hell does everybody love Christmas time? It's cold, you've got to spend lots of money to buy gifts that will probably not be liked. And all the cute couples keep on smiling and laughing and loving. And you're alone, cold and most probably wasted, and you have to fake a smile just so you don't spoil the party to everyone else. Christmas sucks.

when you lose something you can't replace

(when you love someone but it goes to waste)

I fixed my computer, I had to format and lose everything i had on it. fuckerin' fuck fuck fuck. Well, I'm back though, it needed less time than I thought. Anyway, today is a bad day. very very bad. and tonight i'm so gonna get drunk. That helps when you feel like total shit. I have nothing to lose anyway.
Very emo post for you today.
Whatever.

3...2...1...CRASH

My computer doesn't work at the moment, I'll try to fix it as soon as i can..I'm sorry, my readers (you are probably only 2 at the moment, sigh) I'm not gonna be able to post daily (I think).
You'll hear from me sooner or later
Bye bye!

If you follow any kind of religion, pray for my pc!

On the 6th day of Christmas

My true love gave to me...Six geese a-laying, fiiiiive goldeeen riiiings!
What the hell does it mean anyway? Why is it always birds? I wouldn't like to receive a bird for xmas (no pun intended)! Anyway, I'm thinking about my wishlist, and I can't really find anything..I guess I'll have to go with books and books (I have nothing to read right now, I've already read all the books I own..). BUT. There's a but. I've seen a sweater. That must be mine. I'm going to buy it soon..Celio always makes me happy..eheh (shallow mode on).
Well, gotta go spend my money in useless ways, see you later!

EDIT: I've found the meaning of the 12 days of Christmas..It's something religious...I don't like the song anymore.

Fortune Cookies!!

ahah, I love it! If you scroll down the page you'll see a fortune cookie on the right side, under the music player. Click on it, and it will give you a message. This is so lame, but I love it! Check out google gadgets, they're very cool. This is the second post today, not good for my Zen equilibrium..anyway, Chinese food kicks ass.



(I was kidding about the equilibrium thing)

Remember my to do list?

1. Quit smoking
2. Study business economics (DONE) (I guess)
3. Buy some gifts (DONE)
4. Try being happy
5. Look somewhere else (DONE)

#1 is harder than I expected. Anyway, yesterday I found the results of my exam online and, well, I passed it, but I have to do 2 chapters again, in a new exam. It's a good result anyway...I bought the gifts for Xmas. Now I have to do #1. I must quit. I FREAKIN' MUST.

I know, I'm dumb

Pork chops, pork chops, pork chops, pork chops
pork chops, pork chops, pork chops, Pork!

Chicken livers, chicken livers, chicken livers, chicken livers
chicken livers, chicken livers, chicken liver, Stake!

Pork chops, pork chops, pork chops, pork chops
pork chops, pork chops, pork chops, Pork!

Chicken livers, chicken livers, chicken livers, chicken livers
chicken livers, chicken livers, chicken liver, Stake!

Beer, Ketchup, Bananas, Egg Fried Rice, Junky Peanut Butter!




Well, that was some juicy meal, wasn't it? :)

Random Pop Culture Babbling

Here I am, once again (I'm torn into pieces) ahah..you're probably not gonna get that if you don't like Kelly Clarkson (whose new album sucks by the way, she's so trying to be Amy Lee).
Anyway, as the title says, this post has no point at all. It's just babbling about the facts that happened in the world in the last few weeks. Obviously not serious stuff, just random things.

Point 1. Have you seen the preview of Britney's new vid? It actually looks good! I'm not a fan of hers, but I've lately developed some simpathy for her...poor girl, she's so fucked up. Anyway, hope she overcomes all this stuff that's happening to her. (Her music keeps on sucking anyway)

Point 2. Saleisha won America's Next Top Model. SALEISHA???? Tyra Banks is really going down down down...Heather should have won that. If Tyra doesn't change some of the things she's doing, I'm probably gonna support Janice Dickinson instead! ahah

Point 3. The fucking writers are really pissing me off. I want new episodes of my series(es?)! Will Meredith Grey keep on screwing McDreamy? And Hayden Panettiere's father (what's his name?), what is he gonna do?? And how about Kitty's wedding, I wanna know how it ends! And who's gonna die on the island? and what's next for the housewives? And BETTY?!?!?!?
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh! I need them now.
Fucking.
Writers.

Point 4. Jennifer Love Hewitt is fat.

Point 5. Have you seen Marcia Cross's vajayjay?

Point 6. Ok I'm over.

I need your help

Hey all, I'm looking for some rock-ish Xmas songs.
Not too much rock-ish, just a little.
Help is needed!
Thanks to whoever answers ;)

Epitaph

Leave.
It's cold.
I'll be fine.

This sums it up pretty well...

Many prophets preach on bended knees.
Many clerics wasted wine.
Do the bloodied sheets on those cobbled streets
mean I have wasted time?
Are there silver shores on paradise?
Can I come in from the cold?
I killed a man in a far away land, my enemy I'm told.

I really want you to really want me
but I really don't know if you can do that.
(I really want you)
I know you want to know what's right
but I know it's so hard for you to do that.
(I really want you)
Time's running out as it often does
and often dictates if you can't do that.
(I really want you)
Fate can't break this feeling inside,
that's burning up through my veins.

I really want you, I really want you,
I really want you now.
No matter what I say or do,
the message isn't getting through,
and you're listening to the sound of my breaking heart.
I really want you, I really want you.

Is a poor man rich in solitude?
Or when mother earth complained?
Did the beggar pray for a sunny day but Lady Luck for rain?
They say a million people bow and scrape
to an effigy of gold.
I saw life begin and the ship we're in
and history unfold.

I really want you to really want me
but I really don't know if you can do that.
(I really want you)
I know you want to know what's right
but I know it's so hard for you to do that.
(I really want you)
Time's running out as it often does
and often dictates if you can't do that.
(I really want you)
Fate can't break this feeling inside,
that's burning up through my veins.

I really want you, I really want you,
I really want you now. No matter what I say or do,
the message isn't getting through,
and you're listening to the sound of my breaking heart.
No matter what I say or do,
the message isn't getting through,
and you're listening to the sound of my breaking heart.

Ah, The Shallowness Of Mine...

WARNING: If you're looking for an interesting post, this is not it. Look elsewhere. By reading this, you accept your own responsability of what could happen next, like your head exploding or other very gross things. :)

Hellooo, my readers (the few who read this blog). Today I'd like to share a little bit of my shallowness with you. Yesterday night, I was in a pub drinking some weird thing with alcohol in it (I think they called it Capeiroska or something..no, maybe it was a Banana Daiquiri..i don't know, whatever) and, sitting next to the front door, I just watched people going in and out. And I thought to myself:

"Jesus, Joseph and Mary, what the hell are they wearing??"

Ahah, love the blockquote thing. Anyway, Italy is famous to be the fashion-nation or something even more ridiculous, but you should really see what people wear around here! I mean, I know this sounds really gay, but how can you wear green and red, claiming not to look like a Xmas Tree? Or using those fucking ugly ballerina shoes with the little (fake) sparkling diamonds on 'em. Jeez! You see, everything you think is good of this place, is fake. Girls dress up like whores, and guys..well, you should see them to understand.


Fashion-nation my ass.

To do list Update 2

1. Quit smoking
2. Study business economics
3. Buy some gifts
4. Try being happy
5. Look somewhere else (DONE)

#4 was stupid. I took it out. Aaaaaand, I finally did it, #5 is gone.
:)

Mice and Cards

So, I just watched Ratatouille..it's great, I loved it. Those little mice..awwww, they were so cute. And we all need the happy ending at least once in our lives, or at least in movies! Gosh I am so bitter! ahah...
Anyways, today I am actually cheery, which is very rare. Reason of my idiosyncratic cheerfulness is the response I got from my Tarots the other day. You know, I always (well, often) draw bad cards, like Tower, Hermit and World upside down...If you are not fond of everyday magic, then you probably don't know what I'm talking about. Well, I'll try to explain the basics. By reading the Tarots, you can draw good cards (which usually tell you something positive about what you asked) or bad cards (which won't make you so happy). So I'm making it reaaaaally simple, but, that's it. Well, yesterday, I was asking for a situation that is not pleasant for me and I got...Page of Swords, which means...Truth.

Yay me! :)

Note To Self

Long Island = BAD.
3 Long Island's = VERY VERY VERY BAD.

(oops)