.

I stand firm for our soil
lick a rock on foil
Say reduce me, seduce me,
Dress me up in Stssy.
Hell is round the corner where I shelter.
Ism's and schisms, we're living helter skelter
If you believe and deceive common sense says shouldn't receive
Let me take you down the corridors of my life.
And when you walk, do you walk to your preference?
No need to answer till I take furthur evidence.
I seem to need a reference to get residence.
A reference to your preference to say,
I'm a good neighbor, I trudge,
So judge me for labour,
live version of the song. The bond on me ensures [lobotomy] my good behavior
The constant struggle [strum] ensures my insanity.
Passing the ignorance ensures the struggle for my family
We're hungry beware of our appetite.
Distant drums bring the news of a kill tonight.
The kill which I share with my passengers.
We take our fill, take our fill, take our fill.

I stand firm for our soil
lick a rock on foil
Say reduce me, seduce me,
Dress me up in Stssy.
Confused by different memories,
Details of Asian remedies
Conversations, of what's become of enemies.
My brain thinks bomb-like,
So I listen he's a calm type.
And as I grow, I grow collective.
Before the move sit on the perspective.
Mr. Quaye lay in the crevice. [Distant cradle in the crevice]
And watches from the precipice.
Empirial passage.
Heat from the sun somedays slowly passes,
Until then, you have to live with yourself
Until then, you have to live with yourself

solutions and obsessions

i'm going on with univ. I'll finish it and in 3 years i'll be very far from here. I hope. In the meantime, I'm going to enjoy the second series of Skins. I love that show. I think it could be my fav show ever..

After the long silence

Sorry I didn't post anything in the last few days, I've been studying for an exam. I should probably tell you about the places I've seen a couple of weeks ago, but I'm not going to. Cause once again i'm going to complain about my situation. I'm thinking about dropping out of college. As you know, I'm studying Economics. Well, what you don't know is that i never in my life gave a fuck about economics. My first choice was International Literature (I don't know the name you use for it) but I thought, what the hell, what am i gonna do after that? I mean, you don't have a lot of work after you've studied literature for 5 years. So I forgot about that, and thought about Architecture (spelling?) but then again, too hard for me, and I've never even wanted to do that. So I thought, what should I do? And checked all my possible choices. Well, THEN I chose Economics. I thought, It could give me a nice work, I could earn some money and live a nice, safe life. I started, and I was happy about my choice, it could work, i could do it, it wasn't too hard, and it would grant me a job. Well, now I think, WHATEVER. I don't wanna be one of those business men who don't have a personal life and are all about work work work in their company. I don't give a fuck about being rich, or anything. I want to be happy. And studying Economics does not (and will not) make me happy. The only reason I'm still in this fucking place is that I have to study to get a job, to be eventually able to live on my own. Well, you know what? I don't care. I want to leave this place cause I know I'll never be happy here. And if I don't do anything know, when should I? I should wait till I finish college? That would mean 5 years. 5 fucking years. I can't bear that, I just can't.

So I'm trying to understand how things work in England. I mean, is a diploma enough? Or you must have a degree? I have my diploma, I have the will to change and do something. So what should I do? I don't know. And I'm posting this so you can help me with some answers and opinions. Please tell me anything, even the smallest thing, cause I can't do it alone.